What to do if suffering with hemifacial spasm?

Hello, Doctor Name Because of the horrible things i have endured through out my life up until now which kept getting worse without pause Emotions i've felt and the anger that would cease One day, half of my face started jerking (Hemifacial spasm) and i woke up with blood from my ear later i had my cerebral fluid leaking out of my ears nose eyes From then whenever I get angry I would have Seizures and later i'd hear loud BANG in my Brain followed by blood leaking from my ears and i believe that is what is called a ruptured cerebral aneurysm and I have had about 20 or 21 of them and maybe more and I became ill with other illnesses which if god you reply to me I will give to you I have not been given treatment Since I lack the fund for medical treatment I want to pass away a faithful man to god Please tell me how long do i have until i will pass away from theses illnesses so i may have hope that i will pass away soon God willing Thank you